Christmas is over.
I can’t say I’m sad about it, either.
For a number of reasons, I really didn’t have much self-created Christmas spirit this year.
It’s been bugging me since early December, but I’m trying to let it go.
As part of that, I’m sharing the most touching, good moments so far over the Christmas break:
1. I totally scored with every single gift I bought my stepson. This is a record. He is not picky, but he has everything, and each year becomes harder and harder to buy for him. This year I really had to rack my poor, tired brain to think of creative, fun, useful, educational gift ideas, but he LOVED every single one of them, and I was one happy mama, especially when he showed genuine appreciation for my efforts.
2. Baby Girl opened a present from my parents that turned out to be a doll that she already has at home. My mom began to pack it up for return to the store and told Baby Girl she could come along and pick something else she liked in place of the doll, but my sweet Sassypants had other ideas.
“I already have lots of dollies. Why don’t we give it to a boy or girl who doesn’t have any money and doesn’t get nice presents for Christmas instead, Nanny?” she suggested.
BUSTING. WITH. PRIDE.
3. I’ve spent some really good times with my kids. Not just sitting in the same room as them, using my iPhone or laptop. I actually got down and dirty and made gingerbread with them, and ate a bunch for them as they were decorated. I played old board games (You’ve got Trouble? Wait don’t run! THIS kind of Trouble is LOTS of fun!) and new games that Santa brought and genuinely talked with and listened to my kids. I took Baby Girl to Disney on Ice with good friends and really chatted with her on the train ride there. I held her hand in the scary parts of Walking with Dinosaurs. I laughed with them. I feel closer to them. Nothing beats that.
4. I watched my daughter – who prior to Christmas Day couldn’t stop talking about all the THINGS she wanted to get from Santa – get out of bed and show far more excitement about handing Huzbo and I the handmade pinecone glittered-to-the-max tree ornament she made at school and boxed in a self-decorated box, than she showed over almost all of the gifts Santa gave her.
5. On Christmas morning, I finally woke up Baby Girl at 7:30am because I couldn’t wait any longer. I crawled into her bed and wrapped my body around her sweet little warm curl. As she slowly wakened, she asked if it was Christmas yet. I told her it was and asked if she wanted to go see if Santa had brought her any gifts. Her reply?
“In a minute, mommy. The only present I want right now is for you to huggle me.”
Turns out my Christmas spirit wasn’t something I had to find to create excitement and enthusiasm for myself and my family.
Christmas spirit was there all along – waiting to wrap its loving arms around my heart at the most unexpected moments.